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Culture July 16, 2020

Nick Cordero's widow, Amanda Kloots, reveals the 'cheeky' way he showed he's with her

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After Broadway star Nick Cordero died following a three-month battle with COVID-19 earlier this month, his widow, fitness trainer Amanda Kloots, was left looking for a sign of his presence.

Kloots wrote on Instagram Thursday that during a walk with their 1-year-old son, she had asked Cordero to "show me a sign that you're here with me and Elvis."

She did not specify what type of sign she hoped he'd send, but recalled that when Cordero made a vision board earlier this year, he only included two images, and one was the Geico gecko.

The gecko, she added, represents "incredible healing and cleansing," and seeing one means "you are strong, fearless and can overcome anything."

"I had the People magazine [with Cordero on the cover] on my bed last night because I was going to read it finally. It fell off the bed and landed face down and on the back cover was the Geico gecko," she wrote. "Out of all the ads that could have been on the back of Nick's issue, THIS WAS THE AD!"

"I believe this was a sign from Nick! It was his cheeky way of saying, 'Hi honey. I’m here still! I’m with you,'" she added.

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Yesterday I went on a walk with Elvis. I went on the walk because I started a #ak10daysofhappy challenge where I do one thing a day to make me happy. On the walk I was talking out loud to Nick. I’m not kidding you I said, “Babe, will you show me a sign that you’re here with me and Elvis. I don’t know what it would be, but please show me a sign.” I had the People magazine on my bed last night because I was going to read it finally. It fell off the bed and landed face down and on the back cover was the Geico gecko. Nick put two things on his vision board this year, two things. One of them was the Geico gecko. Out of all the ads that could have been on the back of Nicks issue, THIS WAS THE AD! The spiritual meaning of a gecko, in case you are wondering, it represents incredible healing and cleansing due to its regenerative powers. The appearance of a gecko in your life means you are strong, fearless and can overcome anything! I believe this was a sign from Nick! It was his cheeky way of saying, “Hi honey. I’m here still! I’m with you.”

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Kloots kept fans updated on Cordero's fight against COVID-19 for months, asking her Instagram followers to sing his song, "Live Your Life," every day at 3 p.m. PT in his honor.

Cordero, 41, first went to a Los Angeles hospital on March 30 with what he believed was pneumonia, but was later diagnosed with COVID-19 and placed on a ventilator. Over the next few months, he sustained several lung infections and required a leg amputation. He died on July 5.

"I am in disbelief and hurting everywhere," Kloots wrote on Instagram at the time. "My heart is broken as I cannot imagine our lives without him. Nick was such a bright light. He was everyone's friend, loved to listen, help and especially talk."

Now Kloots is trying to move forward. On Wednesday, she kicked off the #ak10daysofhappy challenge, in which she does one thing every day to make herself happy.

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God has another angel in heaven now. My darling husband passed away this morning. He was surrounded in love by his family, singing and praying as he gently left this earth. ⠀ I am in disbelief and hurting everywhere. My heart is broken as I cannot imagine our lives without him. Nick was such a bright light. He was everyone’s friend, loved to listen, help and especially talk. He was an incredible actor and musician. He loved his family and loved being a father and husband. Elvis and I will miss him in everything we do, everyday. ⠀ To Nicks extraordinary doctor, Dr. David Ng, you were my positive doctor! There are not many doctors like you. Kind, smart, compassionate, assertive and always eager to listen to my crazy ideas or call yet another doctor for me for a second opinion. You’re a diamond in the rough. ⠀ ⠀ I cannot begin to thank everyone enough for the outpour of love , support and help we’ve received these last 95 days. You have no idea how much you lifted my spirits at 3pm everyday as the world sang Nicks song, Live Your Life. We sang it to him today, holding his hands. As I sang the last line to him, “they’ll give you hell but don’t you light them kill your light not without a fight. Live your life,” I smiled because he definitely put up a fight. I will love you forever and always my sweet man. ❤️

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On day two, that meant means watching a Christmas movie in July, she wrote on Instagram Stories.