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Culture July 6, 2020

Amanda Kloots reflects on how Nick Cordero's dream of 'becoming a rock star' happened

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Fitness trainer Amanda Kloots, whose husband, Broadway star Nick Cordero, died Sunday following a three-month battle with complications from COVID-19, credited her Instagram followers on Monday with making Cordero's ultimate career dream come true.

In an Instagram Live, Kloots tearfully thanked fans for their support during her husband's 95-day hospitalization, and said that although she wasn't sure "what Nick could see or understand," she always told him about the love being sent his way.

Every day at 3 p.m. PT, Kloots' 492,000 followers were encouraged to sign on to social media to sing Cordero's song "Live Your Life," with the hope that the actor would feel encouragement from afar.

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That tradition "always made me feel better," Kloots said, adding that more importantly, it made Cordero into the famous rock star he always dreamed of becoming.

"We played this song a lot yesterday in Nick's room with him and we were singing to him and I kept telling him that he had the whole world singing his song and knowing who he was and what kind of an amazing person he was," she said. "I just wanted him to know that his dream of becoming a rock star happened. And sometimes your dreams happen and you don't get to fully embrace them, but Nick's dream of becoming a rock star definitely happened and it was because of you guys."

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I woke up to this video my sister made for me. She titled it, The Silver Linings. I have always been lucky to have a family that loves to be together and to support each other. I’m even luckier to have Nicks family and extended family that are the same. This video captures these last 95 days. The love, the exhaustion, the bonds, the smiles, the song, the exercise, the hard work, the care, support and most of all love. They did all of this for Nick, Elvis and I- selfless time from their lives to be with us. In times of trauma, look for the silver linings. Spend time with family. Smile through the tears. Have faith when things seem impossible. Love one another. ❤️

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Cordero, 41, went to the emergency room on March 30 for what he believed was pneumonia, but later tested positive for COVID-19, the respiratory illness caused by the novel coronavirus. He was put on a ventilator within a matter of days.

"He didn't have a fever. He didn't have a cough. He had a sense of smell, he had a sense of taste, so we really didn't think it was COVID, especially [with] his no preexisting conditions," Kloots told "Good Morning America" in May.

Throughout his three-month stay in the intensive care unit of Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, Cordero suffered a number of setbacks, including several lung infections and a clotting issue that resulted in a leg amputation. However, Kloots remained endlessly positive about her husband's prognosis, saying on Instagram in late May that he "has literally defied odds, and I think there's something to that."

"You don't go through all of this to not make it through all of this," she added. "I think about how tired and exhausted he must be, and it helps me to be like, 'OK, if he can do it, I can do this.' I can keep fighting. I can keep hoping. I can keep cheering him on. I can keep singing."

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God has another angel in heaven now. My darling husband passed away this morning. He was surrounded in love by his family, singing and praying as he gently left this earth. ⠀ I am in disbelief and hurting everywhere. My heart is broken as I cannot imagine our lives without him. Nick was such a bright light. He was everyone’s friend, loved to listen, help and especially talk. He was an incredible actor and musician. He loved his family and loved being a father and husband. Elvis and I will miss him in everything we do, everyday. ⠀ To Nicks extraordinary doctor, Dr. David Ng, you were my positive doctor! There are not many doctors like you. Kind, smart, compassionate, assertive and always eager to listen to my crazy ideas or call yet another doctor for me for a second opinion. You’re a diamond in the rough. ⠀ ⠀ I cannot begin to thank everyone enough for the outpour of love , support and help we’ve received these last 95 days. You have no idea how much you lifted my spirits at 3pm everyday as the world sang Nicks song, Live Your Life. We sang it to him today, holding his hands. As I sang the last line to him, “they’ll give you hell but don’t you light them kill your light not without a fight. Live your life,” I smiled because he definitely put up a fight. I will love you forever and always my sweet man. ❤️

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In an Instagram post on Monday, Kloots shared a nearly 11-minute-long video made by her sister that documents how their family came together during Cordero's hospital stay. The video, entitled "The Silver Linings," captures "the love, the exhaustion, the bonds, the smiles, the song, the exercise, the hard work, the care, support, and most of all, love," Kloots explained.

In addition to coping with her husband's diagnosis and treatment, Kloots has been simultaneously running a business and caring for her and Cordero's 1-year-old son, Elvis.

"I have always been lucky to have a family that loves to be together and to support each other. I’m even luckier to have Nick's family and extended family that are the same," she wrote. "They did all of this for Nick, Elvis and I -- selfless time from their lives to be with us. In times of trauma, look for the silver linings. Spend time with family. Smile through the tears. Have faith when things seem impossible. Love one another."

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Our last family photo before Nick got sick. What this man has gone through! Nick is 41 years old. He had no pre-existing health conditions. We do not know how he got COVID-19 but he did. He went to the ER on March 30th and intubated on a ventilator on April 1. Since then has he has suffered an infection that caused his heart to stop, he needed resuscitation, he had two mini strokes, went on ECMO, went on dialysis, needed surgery to removal an ECMO cannula that was restricting blood flow to his leg, a faciatomy to relieve pressure on the leg, an amputation of his right leg, an MRI to further investigate brain damage, several bronchial sweeps to clear out his lungs, a septis infection causing septic shock, a fungus in his lungs, holes in his lungs, a tracheostomy, blood clots, low blood count and platelet levels, and a temporary pacemaker to assist his heart. He has spent 38 days now in the ICU. This disease does not only effect old people. This is real. A perfectly healthy 41 year old man! Bring awareness to his story. STAY HOME! FOLLOW GUIDELINES! This journey with Nick has been the hardest thing we’ve ever had to go through. I ask God for a miracle and my Dad reminded me that God is answering my prayer everyday because he is still with us! Nick is a fighter and has not given up. His doctors and nurses have been truly incredible. Thank you @cedarssinai ❤️ We will get our CODE ROCKY! #wakeupnick

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